I have gotten several texts this morning from our birth mom stating the criticalness of the twins. The NICU Doctors are extremely concerned as the twins are not getting better but are getting worse and continue to do so.
I am trying to get more specific details as to their treatment, but as we have mentioned before communication is fragmented. This is especially so, since we are getting everything 3rd hand. I have asked again for us to be added to the NICU call list, so we can get up front updates.
Aaron and I go back and forth from having full faith and confidence that God is working a miracle...to if He isn't he is molding our hearts for something else..to frantic desperation prayers and cries for healing.
I think for the most part now, we are at peace with whatever God's plan is...but that doesn't make this any easier. Each day and moment we are grateful they are alive and fighting. We know that in the end, it is all Jesus, and has always been Jesus. His Grace and Love will continue to guide us and draw us closer to His heart.
If you would, please take a moment and pray for the twins and us.
Thank you.
-Kiki
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